Inui Sadaharu

So yeah, like some very boring days for be lately *sighs* I got myself kicked out of the chem lap again --*

And like, did go to a very interesting event. Like, someone left me a message for you Kiku-san? like, not the bouncy one but the goth one. Yeah o.O


But like, just tiring to kill time a lot --* I almost wish I still had tennis to do


................I take that back, I just want to be back in school ^^* I like that, kthks. As long as it's not science or tennis.


Oh yeah, and a friend is going on a trip. They offered for me to tag along and I may since nothing is really going on here.


And congratulations on the wedding, sorry I couldn't come ^^*

Ask me any 3 questions, no matter how personal, private or random. I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. In turn you post this message in your own journal & you have to answer the questions that are asked from you.

*takes a deep breath before talking*

I don't blame you Fujiko, but I do think it's best if we get away from each other..... I'm thinking of taking a break from everyone, it's just not working here.

I've like..... never been that happy with myself, I always reach out to people as lovers or fuck-buddies instead of just like, being a friend. I've seen it again and again and really, the people I'm staying with are the only exception.

I- I really messed things up with us, huh Mizuki-san? I should have thought more before I like, did anything, kept in mind we've only known each other a short time.... A-and you really just saw me as a friend and a child of yours. I should have just been happy with what I had, but I did what I always do.....


I've had a lot of time to think, and for right now I think it's best if I just hang out with different people. I don't care that most of you see me as like, someone only a few weeks old, I remember as much as any 14 year old would. A lot of people see us as just the same, but we're so different and just- I can't do this anymore. Maybe like, after some time away from you all, but not right now........

And like, I'm not really blaming any of you. I just need to do this for myself.

{OOC: Don't worry, In-chan will still be around! Just after some meditating on a few packs of cigarettes and some bottles of cheep beer, he's not feeling that happy with himself. Some mention about going through with dying his hair and getting some colored contacts....
Mainly, he'll still be posting, just it seems he's alienated his only friends in the matter of a few days so he isn't that happy ^^* not that he was a happy chara to start with >.>


gah, I hate RPing angsty people x.x I like reading it, but it makes me so depressed after doing for a bit >.>

Some Rupin-sama to make me feel better is in order :D}

shit ._.* I think this calls for a few more bottles and packs....



I think I'm going to be strait from now on, it was a LOT easier >.>

On one hand I wanna make sure to say all I want to say, on the other I want to have some talk time with some friends since I'm finally OUT!

So yeah, I got out yesterday but didn't post since it was so tiring to deal with getting checked out. --*
Three FUCKING hours just because my roommates don't have a "traditional" household >.<* Quiet honestly it was only because some of them we're holding me back that I didn't do anything I would have regretted. I'm fine now, but it makes me so pissed when I talk about it.
And we shall not breathe about how half of the nurses thought I was a girl, m'kay?

So, after that I called over Fujiko and we like, hanged out some. Much calmer after that and I ended up going to bed early. Also found out I didn't tell him about why I was in the hospital ^^* Thought I had, but like, I hear I did some pretty weird things while on pain meds..... I'm just not going to trust my memory from while I was on them, m'kay? Because some of it sounded real odd ._.* In-chan and pain meds, never again.

But anyway, great time with Fujiko last night, we hung out and stuff. And tonight? It was real good *grins* Like, I have no problem doing something like that again Fu~ji~ko ^-~

And leaning how to be left handed --* Means I'm out of tennis for the next bit, but I seem to be doing real good right now. Physical therapy, check-ups, and whatnot are now in my future.
Ignoring that idiots run it, it's a nice hospital and I don't mind going back.


And Father's Day came and went, I see. I will say this one last time; I see you as a friend Hajime, as in no relation. and Inui-san is like...... a brother if anything I guess. I like to look at him as more of a cousin that is real fun to tease, but whatever.

Oh yeah, and Lupin-sama is staying with me. No idea how that happened, but like stuff just happens I guess :D

..........and this mood icon looks so fucked up *snorts* I love this set~

The cat knows English o.O

No really, rupin_sama like, typed in lovely English earlier and I know it's not like, a overdose on the pain medication,
Rupin-sama did it again when a nurse was there after the lower dosage had time to take effect, and like yeah.

I just thought you and the others may want to know Hajime.

Would you want to come over to talk about it

I loved having

If it's still proper

We need to talk

Thank you very much for the vist, the doctors are saying I should be out by the start of the work week.

{OOC: And by English I mean whateverthehellwehavethemusehere ^^ and strikethru right here is deleted text :D}

I'm in the hospital for tonight --*

Why? I'd..... rather not talk about it >.>

Okay, so like I couldn't get on until now because I had to call someone to fix my damm wireless >.>
It's sad I do so many other things with the pc but have NO idea how to fix this >.<

......and shut up, just because everyone calls me a valley-girl wannabe doesn't mean I can't know my methods from my objects >.> EVERYONE assume 'cus I say like so much that I must be a ditz- guess what, I say it because I LIKE saying like. Bitches.


And there is more then one..... thing *shudders* which could use a few good years of English so they can like, type more then that stupid n00b talk *rolls eyes* I mean, this has a spell checker, USE IT. Or go ask mommy to help you or just do something.

and why the hell can't you use flash here? WTF?!? UGH >.< And I'd have to get a pay account to upload custom mood icons >.> Stupid thing...

..I did get a new skirt though, it's so cute ^^v I am SO going to see how the other me looks in it >D


Er......... Have a nice day? ^^* Mind is blank on what else to say .-.

Mou~ It seems my dorky counterpart did a experiment that went wrong >.> See! I told you science was bad, I don't know why he doesn't spend his time better *sighs*


So like, hi *waves* I'm not very used to talking with other boys, but I hope we all get along :D